I hate upsetting news. I don’t even know anyone anymore and they still make me sad.
I hate upsetting news. I don’t even know anyone anymore and they still make me sad.
Ugh. I hate her so much sometimes. I’m watching some reruns and now I’m crying through the Angels Take Manhattan, and I can’t stand Amy. That’s a lie, I totally adore her. But gosh, what a stupid brat! She didn’t really realized that she loved Rory more than the Doctor until he died in Cold Blood. And even then it wasn’t until the Asylum of the Daleks that I really believed she loved him that much. How could you be so unappreciative of Rory?! It’s RORY! She’s just so… Ugh. I don’t get how you can treat someone you love so crappily. And I don’t get how you could doubt your love for someone so much. And mostly, I don’t get how you could be that clueless for so long about how much someone means to you. She’s just so.. Annoying.
Anyway, even thought she pisses me off I still love her. Especially after the last season.
It’s Christmas, a day for being together with those you love. And today I’m feeling really lost again. And I’m sad for all those I’ve loved and lost and I’m sad for losing so much. But I’m getting better and I have a bit more hope. And that’s good.