Anonymous asked: wow publish and spread this around.. it's no bull i slimmed down so much. (no spaces) TUMBLR SUMMER DIET { d o t } COM How the heck am I getting spam right now? I haven’t been here in months. 

Anonymous asked: wow publish and spread this around.. it's no bull i slimmed down so much. (no spaces) TUMBLR SUMMER DIET { d o t } COM

How the heck am I getting spam right now? I haven’t been here in months. 

I miss you. I hope you can still believe that. 

I miss you.

I hope you can still believe that. 

Burning bridges, closing doors, petrifying trees. Mostly. Not all the way. But mostly. 

Burning bridges, closing doors, petrifying trees.

Mostly. Not all the way. But mostly. 

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Time to go vomit and cuddle and deal with crap. (That’s a lie. I know I won’t deal with anything right now. Procrastination for the win!) 

Time to go vomit and cuddle and deal with crap.

(That’s a lie. I know I won’t deal with anything right now. Procrastination for the win!) 

Life needs a restart button. That would just be swell. People take one side of the story (usually the biased, ridiculous, fake side) and trust it blindly and don’t ask the other side at all about how they felt or what they were going through. And since I’m that side that got ignored, the person no one bothered to check on, just fuck it all. I don’t care anymore. Well, I might still care… I don’t know. I think that loss is easier when you pretend that you’re the one making the decision to go even though you’re only running away to soften the blow of being pushed out. And I’ve gotten quite good at the whole running away thing. Might as well put that talent to use. Anyway, I’m just going to give life a restart button. New Year’s resolution: Restart my life.  Next week might suck but eh, whatever.  I’ve spent too much of this year being hurt by people I care about. And I’ve especially spent too much of this year being confused about who actually cared about me. I’m burning a lot of bridges right now. But I think it’s good for me. I’m figuring out a lot of things about life. For example, I’ve learned that people suck, people lie, people refuse to take responsibility, and no matter how much you loved someone, that doesn’t mean they loved you back. Most importantly, when you start walking out of your old life and in to a new one, if no one bothers to try to stop you it means you should leave them in the past.  So…. Goodbye old life. 2013, please be better. I don’t want to be sick. I don’t want to need someone to lean on. I don’t want to miss anyone anymore. And mostly I don’t want to show these scars so clearly ever again. 

Life needs a restart button. That would just be swell. People take one side of the story (usually the biased, ridiculous, fake side) and trust it blindly and don’t ask the other side at all about how they felt or what they were going through. And since I’m that side that got ignored, the person no one bothered to check on, just fuck it all. I don’t care anymore. Well, I might still care… I don’t know. I think that loss is easier when you pretend that you’re the one making the decision to go even though you’re only running away to soften the blow of being pushed out. And I’ve gotten quite good at the whole running away thing. Might as well put that talent to use. Anyway, I’m just going to give life a restart button.

New Year’s resolution: Restart my life. 

Next week might suck but eh, whatever. 

I’ve spent too much of this year being hurt by people I care about. And I’ve especially spent too much of this year being confused about who actually cared about me. I’m burning a lot of bridges right now. But I think it’s good for me. I’m figuring out a lot of things about life. For example, I’ve learned that people suck, people lie, people refuse to take responsibility, and no matter how much you loved someone, that doesn’t mean they loved you back. Most importantly, when you start walking out of your old life and in to a new one, if no one bothers to try to stop you it means you should leave them in the past. 

So…. Goodbye old life. 2013, please be better. I don’t want to be sick. I don’t want to need someone to lean on. I don’t want to miss anyone anymore. And mostly I don’t want to show these scars so clearly ever again. 

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neil-gaiman:

Doctor Who stamps are coming.
I am definitely living in the wrong country this year.


I might order some just to have them even though I can’t use them here… They might be worth a lot one day. 
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